Over the past few weeks I have come to understand that it is ok to hate someone if you do it in the name the lord or in gods name. Also that man can say that God hates someone if them use a church to do it.
I have not understand this, I not sure I still under stand this. The church I grow up in told me I must love everyone, Love thought that hate me. To forgive all that did me wrong. That only the lord can judge me for what I do in my life. I hear the God loves me and that the lord give his life for all man kind. Not just the ones that going to church, but all man kind. The lord gave his life for all of us, he asked to not sin and he is the only one who can judge because he gave has life.
Please understand that you can not save me, nor did I ask any of you to do that. I am a big person and I under stand that I will be judge by the Lord. the question is do you? I still love you, when someone hurt me I end up loving them more. I do not have hate in my heart, I only have room for love. If you think I am living wrong let the Lord take care of that, he may know my heart better then you do. I trust the Lord with all that I have and with my life. You may not believe that but I do not care if you do.
If you want nothing to do with me that is up to you and I will not ask you to change. So please do not think you have the right to tell me how to live my life, any more then I do you.
If you feel that you have God on your side maybe you should ask your self does god take side. I know that I never have god on my self if I take away someone choses and never will I have him when I hate. Where hate is God is not. Yes I will haft to pay the price for how I lived my life. But that is for me to do no one can do that for me.
Please do not think you are helping, it is not your place, that is for God and the lord. If you love me then do just that love me for who I am, not for what you think or want me to be.
I love my family no matter what, no matter what is said or done I will always love them.
Love is a hard thing, if I can still love someone no matter what. That is what I see the Lord did for me and for all man kind. It is so much harder to Love then to hate.
Now I am not saying that technology is bad, but I for one need to remember that it will help me only if I use it in a way that is helpful. There is times we all need to turn off cell phones, iPods, and other tech that is in our lives and there are times to have it on. Do we know when the time to turn the technology on and off is, should we be asking our selves this. With all that is going in the world today maybe we need to take some time away from all the information coming in on us, if for only 5 min.
If all we see and hear all day is bad news will we know the good in our lives. Yes we are all, the whole world seeing a hard time right now, but what am I doing to change that. I many be only one person but I want things to change I must see that they can and then make a change. Maybe it is time we look to ourselves to make things better and not someone else. I for one am not giving up, I will keep writing and working to make things better for my self and others. Let us all take back our lives both from technology and from what is going on around us.
This is just one thing that may help you get more time out of your systems. If you are like me at this time we all need to find ways to save money and time.]]>