The sky is gray today, but as I look out my window I see deep green lawns. There is always something wonderful if only I will take the time to find it. Today is one that has told me that I am still alive. I have come to see pain as a reminder that I still need to live, Not as I did years ago. But I still have things to learn and things to give back, I just must find new ways to do that. Tomorrow brings anther birthday that is a gift from God. This one will make 13, not bad for one who was told they would not see the end of the year. That year has now come and gone, my children are now grown and have their own families. I believe that I have become a better person and now try hard to see others for how they are on the inside. The only thing I would ask for this year on my birthday is that I can keep working on being a better person and to find new ways to help others. This is a bit short today because of how alive I feel, To all my family and friends please know that I love you all and I hope that I have many more to share with you all.